Breaking Up

I can still remember, when we said good-bye....
Till this day I still shed, the SAME tears that I cried.....
It’s a never ending flow, running down my cheek.....
With each lonely tear drop...I grow weaker and weak...
I can still remember the last words that you said...
I can’t stop thinking about them, they replay in my head...
Words of anger and words of hate....
For the pain to set in...slowly await......
You continued to say, what I didn’t want to hear....
Loveless words...The words that I fear....
You told me that, I was no longer the one....
And here I was thinking, that our life had just begun...
You said you wished...that it would be like before....
On and on you rambled, couldn’t take it anymore....
My head swelled up, and then it went blank...
Enraged was my body...and I began to shout.....
I thought you were my man?...
You fell in and out of love so quickly...
This I Couldn’t understand....
You were my yesterday, today, and you said you’d be my
tomorrow......
"Now you tell me this bullshit...and fill my life with
sorrow.....?"
"I don’t love you as much as I should!!!"...You yelled....
Knowing damn well...in the palm of your hand, my heart you
held......
and with that same hand, you broke my heart and crushed my
dreams....
Then you had the nerve to tell me, that it’s not as bad as it
seems....
If it could only be as it was when we first started...
Happy and in love ... and not broken hearted.
Heartache and pains is all that I Felt....
Caused by the man that once made my heart melt....
We were once deep in love. I know this is true...
You were in love with me and I was with you...
But you lied and you cheated ... and gave your love to another
And because of all this you turned her into a mother...
She got what I wanted and what I should have had...
You gave her our dreams..This shit drives me mad.
That was our future...Those were our plans...
But now I Realize....You weren’t really my man...
You gave me so much ... then took it all back.
Every aspect of you. is what I lack...
But there was one last thing, that you left unknowingly.
After awhile...I knew what it could be...
But you didn’t care. So neither do I...
It was the hardest decision I've made in my life.
So till this day...I continue to mourn.
For my long lost love...and our child
......unborn.....

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