Serratedly Torn

The flow of my words comes so easily.

I just wish I could say them to you.

Nine years of mostly love,

but pain,

dispair,

betrayal,

and anger,

were there.

For so long you were all I had.

You were my friend,

my family,

my lover,

my support.

I know we hurt each other, but I can NEVER take it back.

I have loved you for so long, but I am afraid.

Afraid to start over and have it the way it was before.

It was great in the beginning, but we changed.

Focused on petty issues, but never on us.


I LOVE YOU DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!

IíM AFRAID OF LOSING YOU!!!!!!!!

OUR FRIENDSHIP!!!!!!!!!!

YOUR LOVING SUPPORT!!!!!!!!!!


You are a great person with many deserving dreams.

I just always hoped that they would be with me.

I canít say I know what I want to become,

but whatever I total in the end,

you were a major part of its sum.

You were my centerpiece in which I grew.

You were my courage that helped me work through.....

EVERYTHING.


You are a man of passion and desire,

with hope, optimism, and dreams that never end or tire.

I will hold you in myheart forever,

and cherish those happy times we had together.




Michelle Poet

January 5, 2001

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