The flow of my words comes so easily.
I just wish I could say them to you.
Nine years of mostly love,
but pain,
dispair,
betrayal,
and anger,
were there.
For so long you were all I had.
You were my friend,
my family,
my lover,
my support.
I know we hurt each other, but I can NEVER take it back.
I have loved you for so long, but I am afraid.
Afraid to start over and have it the way it was before.
It was great in the beginning, but we changed.
Focused on petty issues, but never on us.
I LOVE YOU DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!
I’M AFRAID OF LOSING YOU!!!!!!!!
OUR FRIENDSHIP!!!!!!!!!!
YOUR LOVING SUPPORT!!!!!!!!!!
You are a great person with many deserving dreams.
I just always hoped that they would be with me.
I can’t say I know what I want to become,
but whatever I total in the end,
you were a major part of its sum.
You were my centerpiece in which I grew.
You were my courage that helped me work through.....
EVERYTHING.
You are a man of passion and desire,
with hope, optimism, and dreams that never end or tire.
I will hold you in myheart forever,
and cherish those happy times we had together.
Michelle Poet
January 5, 2001